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About Me Member Procrastinator Jessica Dilbert19/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Wasting Away

Wed Aug 26, 2009, 10:11 PM
"I need a cigarette.."
I repeat in my head.
I have become so negative, in an alternate state of mind.
"These scratches.."
I close my eyes.
I scream mentally, my eyelids say so as they wrinkle.
"I wish I had done better."
My head submerged.
I'm drowning in the thought of never being able to dig myself out.
"Fuck me."
Lust on the tip of my tongue.
Love in the front lines; fight for what you think you want.
"I hate my father."
We all saw that one coming.
Forgiveness is at the bottom of the list.
"Dear God.."
I only pray when I've lost complete hope in myself.
Dante sounds more interesting.
"Do I have to wake up?"
I have allowed myself to get too comfortable.
I wish I can break, so I can be repaired.
"Bad neighborhood.."
No more meteor showers.
No more late-night walks.
"Girls.."
Soft, beautiful, tempting.
I wonder who.
"Boys.."
Fuck you.
I wonder when.
"You can't write."
Watching these curtains breathe..
Waiting for the sun to shine through..

  • Mood: Pride
  • Listening to: Explosion in the Sky
  • Drinking: Alcohol.. Preferably.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: K-Dubb
  • Interests: bl00d/lust/burdens/0h yea && alcohol =)
  • Favourite movie: The Godfather - for now
  • Shell of choice: clam
  • Skin of choice: soft
  • Favourite gaming platform: DDR and WiiActive
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tom
  • Personal Quote: "Insecurities are as useful as putting the pin back in the grenade" - Brandon Boyd
  • Tools of the Trade: My pistola (Pen. My weapon of choice). Canon Digital Elph. My masterbating hand.

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:iconprojecteclipse:
Thanks for the watch & faves! <33
Nice gallery btw. :3
:iconcrucifer:
"My masterbating hand." lmfao nice :)

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With age comes experience. With experience comes wisdom. With wisdom comes the ability to sound intelligent.
:iconcrucifer:
Wait wait wait, let me get this straight... you've had this dA account for over a year and I did NOT know it? :O

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With age comes experience. With experience comes wisdom. With wisdom comes the ability to sound intelligent.
:iconstrehpnahzia:
No i knew! I just abandoned it for a while.. Guilty as charged :(

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:iconcrucifer:
I'll think up a suitable punishment for you later, young lady.

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:iconstreasheck-core:
WHERE YOU BEEN, PADAWAN?!
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