"I need a cigarette.."
I repeat in my head.
I have become so negative, in an alternate state of mind.
"These scratches.."
I close my eyes.
I scream mentally, my eyelids say so as they wrinkle.
"I wish I had done better."
My head submerged.
I'm drowning in the thought of never being able to dig myself out.
"Fuck me."
Lust on the tip of my tongue.
Love in the front lines; fight for what you think you want.
"I hate my father."
We all saw that one coming.
Forgiveness is at the bottom of the list.
"Dear God.."
I only pray when I've lost complete hope in myself.
Dante sounds more interesting.
"Do I have to wake up?"
I have allowed myself to get too comfortable.
I wish I can break, so I can be repaired.
"Bad neighborhood.."
No more meteor showers.
No more late-night walks.
"Girls.."
Soft, beautiful, tempting.
I wonder who.
"Boys.."
Fuck you.
I wonder when.
"You can't write."
Watching these curtains breathe..
Waiting for the sun to shine through..

Yesterday,idk what came over me! I grabbed the dress from her hands. Stripped, sliced, ribboned, pasted it all into something grand and appropriate for the setting.
My talent is found and I am going to keep going.
Next to come: Caught Red-Handed
Model: Ruby Brown

As you can see by my artwork, I believe I have matured as an artist and played with the possibilities. I really wanna continue my "artsie fartsie" side of being, and I like giving you all something new to look at. Makes me feel like I'm doing something good for myself..

Today I'll roam around a bit with my camera and find some neat things to shoot. I'm hoping my friend Adrienne comes back to town before I leave for Tampa so she can model for me - which i've never used before in my previous deviations. Vain? No. Lonely!? YES!

Thank you commentators for your words - I'm glad to see my art is <3ed

Yes, yes i know. I've abandoned my art and my lesbianism and became a straight socialite bitch. But hear me out. I'm not TOTALLY straight. Theres a little taste of pussy at the back of my mouth that beckons my return more often than not. ALSO i just remembered that I've had my own good camera for over a year and haven't experienced with it yet. So! TODAY i am going to make a come back. I'll put down some thoughts. Snap a couple of florals. Looks at some chick's ass and say...
"It's a 4th of July miracle!"

And I'm still a lot of the same innocent "not sure of herself" funny girl that you've all learned to love...like...adore...lets not push this.

p.s
helicopter? wtf? loud? much?